HeAr+ break warfare...

I feel so freaking lost without her...wad de hell am i suppose 2 do....im still in love wid her....dat day when she had kawad...i came 2 school wid Keong...& i simply told dixon dat keong wanted 2 talk 2 Sze Yuen....bt de real reason was i wanted 2 see her..im such an idiot...she probably woudnt wanna see u again...bt i wanted 2 see her & talk 2 her....like hw we used to....bt when i saw u....itz like my heart stopped beating...& someone was pullin it out..........

I miss talkin on de fone wid her...textin her...telling her i love u before we hang up on de fone....I juz want things like hw it used 2 be....i remember de things we did...like at de pondok..majlis makan..our 1st kiss..i juz keep watching prefect's farewell...i saw us danced..i heard Alicia shouting Aww...i still remember wad u told me when we danced...u told me dat u loved me...den i told u dat I Love u 2........

I Wan HER BACK!!!!!!!....bt i dunno whether she would take me back...bt i dun care...NO HARM IN TRYING!!!!!...=)...

After All de things we've been through...im nt ready 2 giv up on us!!..So...Synn...if ur reading dis....which i really hope u r....I STILL LOVE U!!!!!!!!!..=].....& I WAN U BCK!!!!!!!!!!....IF U'll Hav Me...=)

never thought it wud be..bt itz...Over....

3:56p.m.....was de time dat my heart was ripped in 2.......i knw she dint mean 2 do it bt she still did....nw im single,lifeless & lost without her in it...bt she juz doesnt knw it yet.....nw im juz mostly sad & juz sittin in de room...listenin 2 sad songz...blaming myself 4 wad happened...id rather die den hav diz feelin in me.....bt diz is de kinda fucked up things dat happen 2 u in life....soo i juz hav 2 move on...bt i cnt...cuz im still in love wid her....by nw...hopefully...every guy will be askin her 4 a date or her number...haha....& i'll probably gt jealous...bt as long as she'z happy......bt...therez still a part in me...tellin me...."dun let her go"...bt i cnt do anythin....it wasnt my decision 2 make......no matter wad...i'll still be here 4 her...if she needs me....well datz abt it....hope she has a gud life.....x)